I havent felt much like writing lately, but tonight seems like a good night to put down some thoughts, or do some whining anyways. I am fairly depressed and need to vent.
I dont understand people and their need to make everyone feel beneath them. I am being treated like I am just a stupid girl and nothing I say, do, or think could matter. I am inherintly wrong because I am just a girl... as in the No Doubt song, that is largely how I feel right now. Having so many health issues right now is making everything worse. I am tired of being seen as a weak helpless thing with no mind and no feelings. I am tired of being treated this way and being told I am dumb for being upset about it.
Last I checked women had the same rights as men, and there really isnt anything we cant do if we try. Yes my body is broken, but I will fight to do everything anyways. I am just that stubborn. I live and work right through the pain.
My kids are perfect to me. I dont care if anyone else likes how they are being raised, or who they are because I do and thats all that really matters. DONT TELL ME HOW TO TREAT MY KIDS! Next time I will use some very x rated words on what people can do with their opinions and telling me what to do with my kids.
I am also not stupid when it comes to my livestock. I know what I am doing, how to do it, and why. Get over it. Dont like my dogs, too bad. Think I am horrible for how many cats we have, darn, thats just not my problem.
I didnt do all the work, schooling, and fight to learn for nothing. I am worth something, and I dont care if people dont agree.
SHOVE IT!
And for everyone else.... lets talk and enjoy our lives together while the rest can sit and mope.
